Motherlode

HI I HAVE SO MANY PHOTOS TO POST BUT I AM CURRENTLY HOOKED ON SIMS2... SLOW BUT WHATEVH I HAVE H&M CLOTHES, A MKOLSEN SIM, LOTS OF GIRL ON GIRL HOT TUB ACTION MWAHAHAZ.


And I just found out Sims 3 is coming out this year. Darn.


Be back when I get tired of bossing MK Olsen around.

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Hour past 18

AHHHH I'M DAMN EXCITED!!! I JUST GOT 11 BOTTLES OF OPI AND SPENT ALMOST 200 ON AA AND I'M PLANNING ON WINNING ON EBAY AGAIN!!!! I'M TRES EXCITED!!!!

Happy birthday to me!
Happy birthday to me!
Happy birthday to mememe!
Happy birthday to me!

At the stroke of midnight F planted a kiss on my head whispered "Happy birthday baby, you're 18 now," and a few minutes later A called and sang a birthday song to mememe and C also texted me!! So very very sweet. I love you all. I know it sounds kinda loser but when you consider that I've been out of touch with all my friends since a year ago, it's still really heartcockles-warming to know that they remembered my special day.

I just realised that I spent the first second of my 18th birthday spending money.

HAHAHHAHAHA

OK BYE those who didn't wish me (like GayBoy) are SO GONNA DIEEEE!!!!!!

Going to paint my toenails now!! I can paint each toe a different color and still have 1 color left over, so lonely HAHA.

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Going on 18

Camera still not back yet, so a short post before I go out to collect my OPIs

More wishlist items

No Editions

This would be breakfast, lunch and dinner in my dream world, where I would also be a permanent size 00 and a true blonde.



3 hours to turning 18 but I'm not planning anything cos I wanna spend my day doing my favourite activities which are highly recreational - stuffing my face, watching Disney and basically bumming around.

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Obsession

Gahh I was all hyped up to blog but my camera isn't with me... so I guess i'll do it tmr.

But anyway I turn 18 on Wednesday and this is my utterly unattainable and unrealistic unless I turn out to be Bill Gates' secret daughter wishlist!!

Top of the list:
This, in a US 5.5, or 6, or 4, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN I CAN SQUEEZE OR STUFF TISSUES!! Jesus. You know how long I spent staring at them on my laptop screen? I was looking and looking and even googled SIX friggin pages for any inkling of them. Worst thing was I felt so angry at myself. From Balenciaga (which you can't find now) to Sam Edelman (now at outrageously marked up prices) The Balenciaga knockoffs was originally sold at Victoria's Secret marked down from 179 to 99 USD. It is now going for 1, 250 online.

BUT I DON'T GIVE A SHIT I'VE BEEN WAITING SO LONG SOME ONE POST UP A SIZE 5 ALREADY.

It's like I keep looking mournfully at those for auction but they are all large sizes like 8, 9, 10. Am giving up hope soon.

Thakoon, Jil Sander, Alexander Wang, Topshop, Mark&Estel

Like I said - way unrealistic

More shoe porn... because out of bags, clothes and makeup I love shoes the most. I intended to take a shot of my favourite ones but that've to wait till tmr when I get my camera back from home.


Can you believe I almost bought this pair of YSLs?!?! Almost. I opted for a pair of Miu Mius and Louboutins. But I think perhaps the track shoeish sole didn't do much for me. It was a excellent height though, my favourite one.


I want a pair like these in nude or black!! However sadly I have no idea what the curved thing is called, so it's kind of hard to find. There's a couple but their curves are somewhat... undefined.


Oh by the way have you guys tried Shaka Shaka Chicken!! I ate like, 2 pieces of it after a Fillet-O-Fish a few days ago... chock full of MSG and chemical goodness. Brings me back to the good old days of Shaker Fries.

I'm out



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Apprehension

Omg I have never felt horrible in my entire life.

12pm to 11pm of video editing on 2 hours of sleep.

Little muthafucker file size so huge I had to use dvds to burn after wasting 2 cds.

Ended up like shit - which made me cry so much because I spent half a goddamn day on it grr.

Big, humongous, fight with F.

Will blog with lots of PICTURES after medsoc paper which is in... less than 6 hours time.

MY EYES FEEL LIKE GRASS.

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Impulse

Ok I went ahead and dyed my hair blonde.

It cost a bomb but I can't say I'm unhappy with it. More like Momo. She took one look at my hair and went - I give you money you go do again can?

BOOOO. But anyway I'm going back tomorrow, hopefully it'll be much better cos it's.. PLATINUM NOW. I HAVE PLATINUM FRINGE YAY ME.

Will post up pictures when I feel up to my fabulous self.

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Quid pro quo

It is night.

Singapore is a freaking 32 degrees Celsius. Or 89.6 Fahrenheit, if you prefer.

Humidity is EIGHTY THREE PERCENT!

I hate hot weather. Ok fine not hot weather, but hot HUMID weather. I mean, if it's hot and dry you can just chillax with some iced tea but if it's humid, once you step out of your shower you feel sticky and gross all over already.

RAH!!!!!!

Felt so frustrated the whole day. I don't know why but it seems that Sunday is always the hottest day of the week. Maybe it's because on Sundays we have a family thing. Now that I look back we always seem to spend it eating chilli crabs. And on Sundays, whether it's resturants, coffeeshops or everywhere you look in Singapore, IT'S CROWDED. So maybe that's the reason I look at Sundays with disdain because I hate hot, humid days. I mean, who'd like to feel like a Thirsty Hippo RIGHT after you shower? Oh goodness.

Rant aside, I'm hoping by writing this out I can pinch my crazy idea in the bud before I really go ahead and do it.


I WANT TO GO BLONDE AGAIN.

This time, like really blonde. Not platinum (I'm not that crazy it never looks good on Asian hair) but more of like caramel and auburn with lots of highlights and lowlights. I don't know the technical terms but like... you know how blondes have like, a trillon colors and shades in their hair but it looks so awesome? I want that! But I don't know if it's possible and if it will look good. The last time I bleached my hair it was HORRIBLE. Plus chop. My hair was so dead looking and I can't even pull my fingers through without a strand of hair snapping.

So almost one year later my hair never was the same as it was before bleaching. Thing is, I've dyed my hair black TWICE and now golden streaks are still appearing. Meh. I WANT BLONDE HAIR!!!

Ok it didn't work blogging about this just made me more determined than ever to get that perfect blonde hair.




AHHHH.

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V Day

Telly, chips, and us. 'Nuff said.

Carpe diem

Hellooooo OMG finally images are back up yayme!!
I have so MUCH to blog about.

Firstly school is this close to being OVER. One week of break then medsoc term paper, then HOLIDAY MWA HA HA HAHA. I am so excited!!!

I received an email yesterday...


Is this awesome or what!! Hello kitty for mac omg are they in singapore yet yet yet!!!!

Oh shit I need to mail out parcels and hand in the interview assignment before 5...

WHY AM I BLOGGING SO INCOHERENTLY??

Ok I'll stop now.

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WHY CAN'T I EFFING SEE MY PICTURES!!!!!!!!!

Ebay is awesome

One of my buys from ebay.

Heh heh this almost puts me in the mood to study for locvid/marketing. Almost.
I'm so happy!!! Don't know if I should bring it to the Chanel store to authenticate it. Good sense tells me that I should, but I really don't have the time. As in, Paypal gives you a grace period, but I have 2 tests plus insane deadlines this week! Gah. It's so stupid I just found out our tests are all scheduled one week before our study week. Yeah, I don't get it either.

Anyway it has a faded numerical code thingy and a price of USD xxx so I don't think it isn't. But maybe I should just bring it down at the end of this crazy week.

P.s. I love it!!

P.p.s. The seller gave me a free hello kitty towel which I discovered only after I ripped the box apart happily. Oh well, it's from Japan hellokittylalaland anyway.

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I am so tired.

I keep thinking that school's ending next week and it NEVER SEEMS TO COME. I just want to bum around at home, watching disney channel and stuffing my face. Get some sleep and never have to bother about what time I wake up. Go outside and get some sun, lazing around with the wind in my hair. Ok sounds ridiculous but there's sure to be a windy day... Want to ketchup with friends, read trashy beach reads and immerse myself in some New York superficiality. Bring my dog out on walks. Take good photographs.

But there's massive tests coming up, shooting for locvid and blah blah... I just want all this to be over and done with. Want some me time. Want some cuddle under the snug duvet with F time.

Have to go do some work now bye.

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Omg, Ebay's awesome!!!!!

Ok fine, I'm ultra slow but only recently have I gotten the hang of Paypal (vaguely) and I just bought like... better not say. Momo reads this. Sigh.

But bidding... OMG FUN. I was staying up to 5am last night to make sure nobody snatches my stuff right at the last minute -sniffs

Haha ok I'm so excited now can't wait for my items to come!!! Yippee!!

F is sick with a fever (38.8) and I think he passed his massive headache to me. And I got a super super important presentation tomorrow. 40% of 3 modules. SHIT.

Can't wait for school to end!!!

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Sometimes all you want is to believe. But nobody can ever stop change in its tracks, not you, not i, not us. Just a while ago I was all poised to write about you, to thank you for everything and everyday you gave and still am giving me. Words that I can never articulate properly in front of you. Words that never seem to come out right. But though the internet is boundless, it is a small world. Everything we do leaves a track. And I found yours.

It's never going to stop, is it? You craft this paradise for me to revel in it for a moment and then rip it apart as and when you feel like it. Then you build it up once more. And tear it down again. How morbid is that? It's like baking a cake. Step one, win the girl. Step two, play hard to get. Step three, break her heart. Repeat when preferred.

Just when I thought things can't get any worse, it did.