Delirium

Around 4 hours ago, I was eating my way through a ten pack of gummy bears when it hit me.

For a few months now, I've been lapsing into periods of uncertainty, fear and helplessness. It seems that that I can do so much yet don't know how to bring about doing them. I see myself slipping through the cracks, but my fingers don't twitch, my mouth doesn't speak; I don't do anything to stop it.

And like a crack on a wall, all it takes is some time before everything eventually collapses.