flymoniker

I am so fucking tired.

10 more tutorial vids of Dreamweaver and CSS to go through. 5 hours to the test. Bleary eyed. Wants to play Pet Society and buy christmasy stuff.

Just ordered 2 more packages from F21 and La Senza by myself last week. Sometimes, I amaze even myself at the amount I shop. Sab is helping me get stuff from US!!! I can finally get my shark bite tunic. Heh.

Had a weird family dinner today.

Was telling Jim on msn just now about how I feel. He might be naggy sometimes, but still a good person. Hopefully. At least he listened.

Farley's mom gave me a pair of Guess jeans today! Ok Guess but still. It's not everyday a pair of Guess trousers fall out of the sky for you. But that's not the best part.

It was size 24, and guess what you guys I could fit in!!!! -Jumps for joy.
Got my Abercrombie stuff today and guess what!!! My shorts were size 0 and I could fit in!!!!

Ok sorry it might not be a biggie to skinny size 00 people out there but yours truly was never skinny so please contain your sarcasm. Or meany thoughts.

But I think Abercrombie cheat my feelings. Please la... how can I be size 0. Maybe their size 0 is a 3/4?

It's so weird you know. Like for ages I've been on fad diets and jogging for hours and not only did I not lose weight, I actually PUT ON WEIGHT. Now bachormee-at-midnight plus lots of pastamania delivery eating me has actually lost weight.

Not that I'm not happy (I'm ecstatic) but it kinda feels like I don't deserve it. And something bad is gonna happen because of that. Like Christmas coming too early. And the Grinch steals it. (Or something like that.)

Speaking of which, I'm gonna be a pescetarian! Hopefully maggi mee is included. Aiyah. I'm bullshitting again cos right now I'm eating Coco Pops. Darn.

I want to be size 00!!!!